Monday, January 28, 2013

Make Me Strong by Sami Yusuf

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I know I’m waiting
Waiting for something
Something to happen to me
But this waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Nothing in life is free
I wish that somehow
You’d tell me out aloud
That on that day
I’ll be ok
But we’ll never know cause
That’s not the way it works
Help me find my way
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I’ve lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong
I know I’m waiting
Yearning for something
Something known only to me
This waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Life is one mystery
I wish that somehow
You’d tell me out aloud
That on that day you’ll forgive me
But we’ll never know cause
That’s not the way it works
I beg for your mercy
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I’ve lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong

Words: Sami Yusuf Music: Sami Yusuf Produced by Sami Yusuf

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Sangat Stress

Rasa mcm kena langgar lagi bagus.
Mati lagi bagus.
Bunuh diri.

Stress sangat.
Nak tido tak boleh.
Sakit kepala.
Sakit dada macam nak pecah.


Sunday, January 13, 2013

Quit. Next week. Can, no?

I think my tolerance and patience level has finally reach the top notch. I could not endure it anymore. Even at one moment I just want to end my precious life. It is getting worst.

I had quit from QS job previously because I can't stand working in this hectic and stressful job. So, I spent my time working on my Iggumiyeyo business. However, last year I brave myself, take a second chance and again I apply for the same job. This coming February would be 1 year anniv. working with my current employer. I just quite impressed with myself that I could hold this long. Even my new colleague who has 8 years experience just quit from her position last November.

Actually I am planning to stay until July/ August but I don't think I can wait anymore. Though the salary + incentive they paid is quite decent but I am not happy at all. In dilemma right now, I wish I could finalize my decision today.